Janknitz wrote:It is daunting to think about changing your diet so drastically, but you'd rather take drugs with nasty side effects or consider a surgical procedure??? Sound familiar???
I hear you. And I understand all you are saying but I know I am my own worst enemy here I am not ready to do that yet.
I admit...I don't practice what I preach. I am guilty as charged.
Kept hoping that the cpap would fix me but as I have said often...cpap don't fix stuff unrelated to sleep apnea.
In all honesty here...yes, I would prefer surgery over changing my diet. There, I said it. That's how I feel right now.
Tomorrow I might feel differently. Right now I am just generally fed up with things in general and the heartburn hasn't been so bad because I haven't felt like eating anything so I have no great push at the moment to motivate me to do something I don't want to do.
That's not to say I won't change my diet and give it a good try.....later after I have read up on all the stuff I would have to avoid. So can you be happy with "I will think about it for now" because that's really all I am up to right now.
And no, I really don't want to keep popping pills. Guess who is also a prime candidate for osteoporosis? And long term PPI stuff is starting to make me nervous as I approach another birthday next month.
I have been doing some reading on the hiatal hernia thing. Diet won't fix that.
I need to figure out just how small my hiatal hernia is.
Just because I would prefer the surgery because I am just like everyone else "I want to fix it and not have to deal with it anymore"...that doesn't mean I am going to right out and get it done. I have a little more common sense than that but it doesn't stop me from wishing.
I have been under some added stress lately which I don't really want to go into and I know it has impacted how I deal with my various aches and pains and whatever.
If I didn't know better I would say I was having another big hormone reduction from a second menopause because that's exactly how I feel.
Short tempered enough and mean enough and mad enough to tackle the biggest grizzly bear and whip his ass.
Even if it is hormonal making things worse...can't take HRT.
You all know what I mean. Little things that alone aren't any big deal but a bunch of little things all at one time are starting to wear my nerves pretty thin. So I can't cope as well as I am used to and that frustrates me too.
Sounds like a bit of depression doesn't it? Probably is and probably situational and I will get things sorted out eventually.
I know my mind is a bit muddled right now so I won't go making any hasty decisions and end up doing something I might regret later.
So I am done...no more talking about my infirmities....I have had my pity part and vented and I am done.
So the pity party is over...
I may have to RISE but I refuse to SHINE.