New to this whole thing..scared

I am married to a CPAP user and I'll tell you what I think about how he looks with it on - He looks *alive*! I can't tell you how thankful I am not to have to reach out and touch him to get him to start breathing again or to have that sick feeling as I hear him stop snoring while I'm in the bathroom and wonder if he has died!

Anyone who loves you will love anything that keeps you alive!