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by Babette » Sun May 27, 2007 6:07 pm
Hey, Lyza and Kelly, I want you to know I support your use of Provigil, as well. I'm taking it, too.
I also respect what the others have said, and in so many ways, AGREE, and yet... I have a job that needs me to be there and attentive, and a demanding personal life that needs me to be active and attentive, and I just can't take a month off my entire life to break this therapy in. (I have a disabled stepfather I provide respite care for, an elderly aunt I'm caring for, and some high-maintenance other relatives with various illnesses demanding my love and support, and a household to run. Oh, did I mention the numerous staffing turnovers at work, and the year-end crunch time I'm in? )
I have to say that for the most part, I consider the Provigil sort of a placebo. I decide each morning how much to take. First day, I took a whole pill and nearly methed out and decided that wasn't working for me. I then backed down to a 1/2 pill, and some mornings I decide I don't need it at all.
But, I did that on Friday, and nearly passed out at work, I was so tired. I deeply regretted that decision, and have been taking whole pills yesterday and today, to get all my stuff done.
Better living through chemistry is not THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ANSWER TO ANYTHING. I treat Provigil like I would any other drug - it's only to be used as needed, for as long as I need it, and no more. I'm rather hyper aware of drug dependency issues. I'm already completely dependent on Flonase, a steroid, which I do think isn't doing me long-term good. I'd like to get off that. I'm working on it.
But until I can have a full night's sleep on cpap therapy, and still be able to function to at least my previous "normal" level, I need a little extra help. I probably have a higher tolerance for drug therapy, seeing how I'm on so many other drugs. I do encourage anyone to take this measure very informed and follow Den's kindly posted links and think it through yourself. I spent 5 DAYS doing that between being given the pills and the first day I took them. I didn't just go "Whee! I'll start popping these pills!" and go skipping down the path.
Personally, I think if you have trouble with stimulating medicines, like decongestants, you should DEFINITELY cut the prescription dose in half and ramp up ONLY IF YOU NEED TO.
Cheers, and thanks to everyone for your input on this,
Barbara
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