@deltadave - I appreciate you taking the time to give me advice. Would you say it could be beneficial to get my health provider to give me an overnight sleep study? Is there anything we could learn from that to help with these wake ups? And I think I understand what you are saying about the citalopram, as you said, "No. It means that those first 2 or 3 proposed REM periods in the flow chart would not exist if you're taking citalopram." I was given a prescription for citalopram back in January of this year, but only took it for a few days before deciding I didn't want to be back on an SSRI after working so hard to wean myself off Paxil by the end of August last year. The side effects of the SSRIs concern me, like the weight gain. In the year since being off Paxil I have lost 50 pounds healthfully. Per citalopram (generic for Celexa) this report just came out a week ago showing it can cause fatal heart problems in doses above 40 mg:
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/44258828/ns ... es-celexa/
So that concerns me. Also with suppressing REM to get more consistent sleep hours, isn't there a trade off that the quality of the total sleep may be less due to less REM? And please, tell me more about my being 61. I have read that insomnia can worsen in the elderly.
On a side note, I had to sleep without the mask and APAP last night since my electric company sent a notice and phoned saying they were turning off the power over night for upgrades and improvements. I have no back up power source. Lights out at my usual time 11 PM. It took a little longer to fall off to sleep since at first it felt really weird breathing on my side with my head on the pillow without the air pressure, maybe a bit like a fish out of water. Later on, though, like right on cue, I had my "wake ups" happen. There were three of them I remember because I was having a vivid dream each time, and they were about 90 minutes apart. For the first, I looked at the clock and saw 3:02 AM, the second I saw it was around 4:30 AM, and the last I remember was around 6:00 AM. And in each wake up case I was laying comfortably on my right side, wondering why I woke up. Also I forgot to mention yesterday per the drugs I am taking that I do keep 25 mg generic Benadryl by the bedside to take one for its drowsiness effect if a "big wake up" seems to have left me too awake at say 3 or 4 AM, and I want it to help fall back to sleep to get another 3 or 4 hours before finally getting up. I did take one 25 mg generic Benadryl after that 3:02 AM wake up, as I just felt too awake. It did help me fall back to sleep, but did not seem to reduce the vivid dream that came 90 minutes later, so perhaps it is not good at reducing REM sleep. If I wanted to try reducing REM stage sleep to see if it would subsequently reduce my vivid dreaming and provide more consistent sleep, is there another way to achieve that without going back on the SSRIs that have sedative properties, like the Paxil was doing for me, and perhaps the citalopram would do? I should add that I did not know that PAxil was doing that to me all those years i took it, like 8 years. I learned that about it this past January after being off it for more than 4 months.
I do use the Trazodone as a sedative, and it has helped me fall asleep, so I am thankful for that. I believe it is much weaker than the newer SSRIs for serotonin reuptake inhibiting, so not as much danger of serotonin syndrome with the 5-HTP or L-Tryptophan, but I do watch for that.
Is it possible that by taking myself off Paxil by the end of August last year, and thereby taking away the sedative effects it had been having on me, that my body rebounded in a way over the next few months that finally made my insomnia much worse by December? Since that time of year is rapidly approaching, it is also on my mind to try to stay ahead of all this so that I do end 2011 in mental and emotional state I ended 2010. I'd like to think I've made enough progress back, but I'm obviously not so sure, which is why I started this thread, especially when I thought that by capturing my Flow waveforms at the time of a big wake up and presenting them here we might get some meaningful observations. But it seems like if I really want to know more, I need a new overnight sleep study? The one and only one I ever did was back in 2002 when I had a different health plan. Then I transferred to Kaiser Permanente like 3 or 4 years ago and they just took my original sleep study and put it in their system so that I could order CPAP supplies. I've suggested that to my doctor as well in past visits, that maybe we should do a new sleep study, and she seemed to agree, but it never got schedules. Maybe I should be more demanding, if you all think a new sleep study might yield some useful information per reducing my wake ups and getting better sleep?
On a side side note, I realized last night without the mask on that in none of my wake ups did I have dry mouth. But i do get it with the mask on, especially with a "big wake up." So it would seem to me that it is likely being caused by mouth breathing in full face mask. And the best thing to try for that is probably going back to taping my mouth closed even with the FFM? I went to a FFM from a nasal mask the middle of last December because I figured out I was a mouth breather, and the FFM seemed like a better way to go than tape.