NotMuffy wrote:Paper_Nanny wrote:rested gal wrote:What Needs Fixing Before Trying To "Fix" It.
Yes, finding out what needs to be fixed before attempting to fix it does make sense.
OK, so what is it that you're trying to fix?
World hunger. A big problem, indeed, but not one likely to be fixed in this forum.
Maybe not so much what problem am I trying to fix as what questions am I trying to answer.
Question #1: Is there even a problem with my breathing while I am asleep? A few weeks ago, I wouldn't have asked that, but your post about my initial PSG makes me wonder.
Question #2: If there is a problem, what is it?
Question #3: What is the best way to treat the problem?
At the end of May, when I started this thread--
viewtopic.php?f=1&t=64550&st=0&sk=t&sd=a-- I would have answered this way.
#1: Yes, there is a problem. #2: I have OSA and CSA. #3: I am being treated with BiPAP ASV. I question the effectiveness because there is a downward trend in my
percent patient triggered breaths and an upward trend in my
AHI, especially the
H
Now I would say #1: I don't know. #2: OSA? CSA? SDB of another sort? No problem? #3: I don't know. Doesn't the answer depend on the answers to #1 and #2?
What do I want? I want my sleep to be the way it was on the best nights after I got my ASV. I slept well. Deeply. Dreaming. I woke up feeling refreshed, chipper, perky, energetic. And I loved that feeling!! On those nights, my patient triggered breath percentage was high, my AHI was low. I seem to recall that being the way it was for the first 8- 10 weeks.
I had my follow up appointment with MSD at the beginning of May. I told him how wonderful things were going. There was an occassional night that was different. Once in awhile, every now and then, I would have a night where I woke up feeling just as tired as I had been when I went to sleep. On those nights, PTB was usually not so high, AHI was not so low.
And that is sort of where I think am. I actually feel reluctant to post that because maybe that's not really where I am! Maybe I have really been somewhere else these past weeks and have forgotten that.
Meeesh!! I hate days like this, where my mind feels clogged up with myelin lint. My thought processes seem to be slopping and slogging through a barely there, misconnected network of mish mashed neurons, transmogrifying everything in my past. Yeah, that's what I want to fix. <big sigh> It always does seem to come back to that.
Great word, transmogrify, is. Thanks for reminding me of its existence, Mr. Bill! And thanks to everyone who has been following my journey and helping me out along the way.
Deborah
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