I stopped using CPAP about 3 weeks ago because it was becoming clear that I was worse off on it than off using the Oracle. Even off the Oracle the mucosa in my nose is very enlarged.Moby wrote:How's it going, James? Any improvement/diagnosis?
I've had some better days and some really bad ones. Many morning its takes me 4-6 hours to get feeling well enough to do much.
I am the most ill I have ever been in my life that is for sure. If I could stop the apnea tomorrow I think it would takes weeks maybe months for my body to recover.
I just don't understand why sevre sleep apnea is not considered an emergency. I seem unable to convince any doctor how how ill it has made me, how much it has affected my heart, that I caused some type of event last June which has affected my right side. I've stopped going to my GP because he was just not interested.
I have spent the last 2 weeks in Nova Scoita with my parents taking care of me. I saw a different ENT there and she seemed quite interested in tying to help. Unfortunatly she had only scheduled 10 minutes for me and we barley got to talk about anything. She wanted me to cancel my surgery in Ottawa and she would try get to the bottom of it. However if she ended up doing surgery it would not be until June 14.
This was a very hard decision for me. I really would like someone to look into the issue more as she seemed to want to do but I just can not go on suffering like I am. I'm very concerned that the surgery won't actually cure the problem since the mucosa seems to be swollen in my entire nose not just the inferior turbinates are are going to be reduced. Anyway even though I am very unsure I have decided to go though with the surgery out of desperation, I need to get back on CPAP and this seems to be my only near term hope.
Most nights now I wake up a few times gasping, heart racing, and head pounding. By morning my chest feels very worn out as do I. I've really lost all faith in the medical system. If they can't see the problem when you are standing in front of them then they aren't interested. Even if they see a problem here in Canada it will takes months to get anything done about it.
If someone told me that one could be this ill and not get fast medical help I never would have believed it. I desperately hope that the surgery on Thursday is not in vain (or worse yet make things worse)