I'm in the proccess of receiving a machine from the public health system from my country (Brazil) and hopefully it won't take too long and soon I will be using an APAP machine. If nothing goes wrong, it will be probably an AirSense AutoSet or a Dreamstation Auto (the requirements in the bidding - I hope - will restrict the possible choices to these beauties).
I don't know if it's just the anxiety of being "one step from the edge" changing what I see into a negative view of reality, but I'm seeing a lot of posts here about people unhappy with their treatment, feeling tired in the same way as before, feeling hopeless about a positive change in their lives. And some of them are doing their best to achieve an optimal treatment and they are using their machines consistently for months, sometimes a few years.
I must confess that I'm a bit scared. I'm doing and planning everything that I can to improve my sleep quality every day, because I just can't stand being this tired, stressed and sad. Specially sad. Maybe I just need to hear that some of you felt the same thing or maybe some of you are still feeling it.
About the machines, I have a silly question: is there anyone here that prefers Dreamstation over AirSense? Because as far as I can remember, a lot of you have changed from Dreamstation to AirSense and felt a great improve in things like comfort, for example. I just wonder if some of you might actually think the opposite (preferring the Dreamstation). I know that they are both great machines and that I shouldn't worry this much, but hey, every little positive change in a cronic treatment is welcome.
Sorry the long post, there might be typing errors because I wrote it in one sit - and my spell checker keeps changing some things with portuguese words
