I would be interested in hearing a little more about this. Do you think this fear of dependency is warranted or is it a form of denial by people trying to maintain the illusion that they don't really need CPAP, or that it is probably only temporary, or that they can find a way to get along okay without it? If it is a form of denial, do you think they are best served by encouraging the denial as long as they get started?rkuntz wrote:Psychologically speaking, in all probability fear of dependency is one of the major reasons why compliance levels are so low for CPAP and this group as a whole doesn't seem to recognize that. This fear of dependency can be a bad thing in and of itself. I know because I delayed therapy for years and I have a dear friend who's machine sits idle as he sacrifices both the quantity and quality of the balance of his life.
As for your risking zero visibility to get home to your cpap instead of spend a night without it, is it possible this is more a denial of the risks of getting home than a true inability to endure a night without it? Pre CPAP I made several very risky drives when I really would have been safer to wait it out because I wanted to get home to my own bed and I convinced myself I could probably make it. It wasn't a CPAP thing... I just wanted to get home. It would be more interesting to see what you did in a power outage at home. Do you think you would have gone into a full on panic or would you have napped in a recliner in a partially upright position until the power came back?