My question is – is my sleep apnea diagnosis a scam? Let me give you some context.
I’m 33 years old. I consider myself to be fairly healthy (I have good eating habits, but I don’t exercise… I should – I’m at a desk all day). Several years ago my wife complained about my snoring. At the time I was attending university after quitting my job of several years to pursue a career in teaching. It was a stressful year. I approached my doctor about the snoring, and he recommended a sleep study. As a result of the sleep study, I was diagnosed with moderate OSA. I was shocked. I didn't really know what sleep apnea was. The doctor at the time gave me pamphlets and asked me to wear a t-shirt with a tennis ball tucked in the back to keep me from rolling on to my back (that’s my natural sleep position). I tried doing this for weeks, but eventually quit using the tennis ball and reverted to sleeping on my back.
About two years later I pushed for another sleep study. By this time I was living in a different city, so I visited a different sleep clinic and a different doctor. This time the results came back slightly downgraded to mild-to-moderate OSA, and the new doctor suggested that the stress associated with being in school several years earlier may have aggravated my OSA. Now that I was less stressed, my OSA was slightly reduced. Still, he scoffed at my previous doctor’s OSA therapy (tennis ball under a t-shirt) and promptly rushed me to the neighboring sleep management store where I immediately felt pressured into purchasing a CPAP machine. I had generous coverage from my employer, so I purchased the machine. That was one year ago. I used it on and off for a month, trying several masks and not finding any of them comfortable.
Recently I decided to try the CPAP again. My coverage allows for one mask a year, so I purchased a new mask. I tried it last night for the first time, and I find it MUCH more comfortable than the one I used previously. Unfortunately, I still can’t get to sleep with the mask on my face… I end up ripping it off halfway through the night and wake up feeling horrible.
So, if you’ve stuck with me this long – thanks!!! Here’s my nagging suspicion: my OSA diagnosis is - if not a scam - an exaggeration to make money from the sale of the CPAP machine.
I know OSA exists, but I wonder if it’s over-diagnosed… the only real therapy (CPAP) is – after all – a HUGE money-maker. I’m not convinced I have OSA, but in many ways I am hoping I have it, because it would explain the following symptoms:
- I generally wake up feeling tired, though I probably don’t get enough sleep (7 hours a night in general); I never jump out of bed feeling refreshed.
I have a horrible memory and am very forgetful. My big issue is finding the right words. Despite being an english major it seems I can never remember the word or phrase I'm looking for in the moment. I have struggled with this from my teen years on.
I often feel my mental capacities are drained and I sometimes struggle to focus (I rarely feel “on-the-ball” with “all cylinders firing”).
In afternoon business meetings I often feel tired and on the verge of falling asleep (doesn’t everyone?).
I never dream (perhaps “very rarely” is more accurate).
I often feel low energy and sometimes struggle find the energy to socialize.
However, I don’t have the following symptoms commonly associated with OSA:
- I never wake up once I fall asleep, and I generally fall asleep fairly quickly. My wife claims I’m a sound sleeper.
I’m not depressed.
My snoring comes and goes… it’s not a constant.
I never nap, nor do I fall asleep randomly during the daytime.
So, I’m considering diving back into the world of CPAP and struggling through weeks of bad sleep with the hopes that the struggle will pay off. But I’m wondering - do I really have OSA? Or am I just a mentally and physically sluggish individual whose problems could be adequately solved with increased sleep and exercise (and perhaps an acceptance of my own limitations)?
So (if you’ve made it this far you really deserve a prize)… is there anyone out there with similar symptoms (or lack of symptoms) who has adjusted to the CPAP machine and found their energy, memory and cognition greatly improved and wakes up feeling refreshed and energized?
Your feedback would be GREATLY appreciated!
Thanks,
Adrian