TSSleepy wrote:Don't mind me, I guess I'm just bitter.
Nine years ago I was 175 lbs, but my energy levels started declining and my ability to exercise started to wane. I ended up putting on 140 extra pounds. I fought it. I tried to diet and exercise. It was a long losing battle.
And doctor after doctor said "you need to diet and exercise". My blood pressure kept getting higher and higher. My blood glucose levels kept getting worse. I kept gaining weight. And the doctors kept chanting "you need to diet and exercise".
They wouldn't listen when I told them that something was wrong. Yes, that's correct. I'm neither lazy nor stupid. I was unable to keep the weight off because there was something wrong with me. It was sooo frustrating (and frightening) not knowing what that "something" was.
Finally, last winter I hit about 320 lbs and my body simply crashed. I could barely move and I could barely stay awake. And a coworker said, "maybe you have sleep apnea".
"No," I replied, "I sleep several hours per night, and am getting plenty of sleep". But then I read about sleep apnea and realized that it completely explained everything that had been dragging me down for the last several years. I've been on CPAP for about 4 months and feel better than I have in years. I'm finally able to start exercising some and am down to around 310 lbs, with a long way to go.
But I know for a fact that I will not be off CPAP, if I get back down to 175 lbs. In retrospect, it's obvious that I wasn't getting good sleep even back then, which is why I'm in this mess now.
So yes, I'm bitter. And it irritates me when people say that losing weight is the solution. I want the last several years of my life back. I want the doctors to have thought of this years ago, instead of just nagging at me to lose weight over and over and writing my health off as "my fault", because I was unwilling to exercise. Horse puckey!
I'm bitter because I have a friend who obviously has severe sleep apnea, and he refuses to get it checked out because he doesn't want to deal with CPAP and is trying to "cure" it by losing more weight (he's a whopping 20 lbs overweight).
I'm bitter because Robert Fogel of Harvard Medical School doctored his data to show a link between obesity and sleep apnea in his 2003 paper in the journal "Sleep", and that paper has been cited numerous times.
As for the original poster's question of what am I doing to lose weight? Now that I am on CPAP and able to sleep without severe oxygen deprivation and systemic stress...I am walking and using the elliptical and slowly losing weight as my fitness levels get better.
Do I want to lose weight? Absolutely. Will I be healthier when I go from 320 down to 175? Absolutely. Is it a "solution" for my sleep apnea? No...sleep apnea is what got me into this mess in the first place. Even when I am awake, if I lie on my back and relax my jaw and tongue...my throat closes. And that has nothing to do with how big my belly is.
Anyway, I can't help it. I'm carrying a lot of annoyance towards the medical establishment that failed to diagnose me for years and just told me to "go lose weight". I'd like to go back to those doctors, ask them to sleep only 4 hours/night for a few weeks, and tell me how much exercise they are able to do...
Gosh, TSS. I hate to quote all of a long post, but I had almost exactly the same experience as you did. and it SO disheartening. Twenty years ago I was in great shape, thin and healthy. I started gaining weight and I was begging doctors to help me figure out what the problem was. I was on diet after diet and a couple of times became severely illl for my efforts to lose weight. Nothing worked. And even as I gained 110 pounds in just 4 years, I kept getting the same old garbage about how I needed to exercise and lose weight and I would feel so much better. (all the while working myself to death trying to lose weight.) I read a statistic just a couple of days ago that said HALF of OSA sufferers are over weight. That means HALF of them are NOT.
I still am very angry at all of those doctors who made assumptions and charged me a lot of money to give me no help at all. Finally, I diagnosed the problem and demanded the solution like I usually do. "I have sleep apnea! It's making me sick! Give me a machine!" And one of them finally relented and here I am a week later, finally feeling like I'm doing some good.
And by the way--I have lost 50 pounds since the end of March. It didn't cure anything. The machine has made almost instant noticeable difference, even though I don't have it down perfect yet.
And also, I read and post at diet and fitness boards when I want to talk about diet and fitness. When I want to learn about my CPAP machine, I come here.
Cassandra