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Post by Mnementh » Wed Apr 21, 2010 12:58 pm

The take on the 'post vaporizer' from a frustrated newbie:

I think he was diagnosed and prescribed, but doesn't want to use it. He is searching for a way out, and thought this would be a place full of others who could help him justify his going off CPAP. I don't think he's hawking a miracle cure, but rather searching for one. I think he came here expecting support for that position, and didn't realize we've all had and are going through the same struggle, and therefore have little patience for it.

I don't think he expected to be told quite so bluntly that he was wrong. I'm not saying anyone here was wrong in saying it so bluntly, as I support the tone taken with him. CPAP is the best treatment for OSA, the only one I've yet found out about that is non-invasive and actually works to help you. I don't like the thought of having this thing on my face every night for the rest of my life either, and am very frustrated that it isn't yet working well for me. I have been on CPAP for over two months now, and have kept it on my face the whole night only once. (Though I was close a second night this week! ) I understand the frustration that goes along with starting this treatment. However, I also understand that this is a journey for me. The road may be rough in the beginning, but you only stay on the rough part by standing still. I want to see my daughter grow up. I want to be there for her as she makes her way through her life. I want to be there taking pictures and embarrassing her as she graduates from high school. I want to see her toss her cap in the air when she graduates from college. I want to walk her down the aisle when she gets married. I want to play with my future grandchildren. There's no argument. I'm doing it. I am 100%, 'put that thing on my face every night I've had it' compliant, and that's the way it will stay. I have too much to live for to quit just because it's hard.

What KMCKOB needs to do, if he's legitimate (I reserve the right to be wrong), is find that thing that he wants to do, then do whatever it takes to get there. Quitting treatment is giving in to your illness, letting it take all of that away from you. Will you win? I don't know. I don't know if I'll get to do all that I said above if I go through treatment. I KNOW I won't if I give up.

Now, who do I talk to about my Oscar?

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Post by DreamDiver » Wed Apr 21, 2010 1:08 pm

Mnementh wrote:Now, who do I talk to about my Oscar?

Your handle/avatar - it's from the Pern series of sci-fi novels, right? I loved those.
Which actor was the one who influenced you most, when you started out?
Are you Shakespearean or method trained?

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Post by jules » Wed Apr 21, 2010 1:13 pm

please note the original post on this thread went Bi Bi and he played with all his other posts again - oh well I agree - he doesn't want to accept diagnosis and treatment and now has discovered how to be a troll

as far as oscar's go -- can I get one for shortest speech?

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Post by Mnementh » Wed Apr 21, 2010 1:32 pm

DreamDiver wrote:
Mnementh wrote:Now, who do I talk to about my Oscar?

Your handle/avatar - it's from the Pern series of sci-fi novels, right? I loved those.
Which actor was the one who influenced you most, when you started out?
Are you Shakespearean or method trained?
Yep. My favorite dragon.
If I were an actor, I suppose I would be method, as I like to throw myself into a role. I liked Mel Gibson in Hamlet, but as I truly believe him to be crazy am not sure if it's method acting or just casting a crazy person to play a crazy person. Sean Connery was always awesome. Any of the hot female actresses that come and go influenced me a lot, but we shouldn't go there.

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Post by Jersey Girl » Wed Apr 21, 2010 2:02 pm

Dear Friends,

I am still such an innocent! I honestly can't tell a troll from a real poster. If someone posts that they are having a problem with cpap, I'm afraid that I tend to believe them! Interesting that he deleted all his posts and that he initiated posts but didn't get involved in the discussion, so I guess that you are all correct - a troll. Ah, well. Live and learn.

Your friend,

Jersey Girl

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