Basically, I can get to sleep with CPAP and I stay asleep for many hours, but I wake up absolutely completely exhausted - far far worse than without it. I feel like I have flu - completely devoid of energy, hardly able to walk, can't regulate my body temperature, can't focus my vision etc. I can hardly describe how bad I feel. This exhaustion persists until the next time I can get to sleep again (without CPAP).
I don't feel great when I sleep normally but with CPAP it's a million times worse.
I don't know what to do - I need to control my sleep apnoea and the clinic only seems to have CPAP as the solution so I need to get used to it somehow.
My AHI without CPAP was 27 (so almost into the 'severe' bracket). After getting the pressure adjusted up to 20cm, the machine does control the apnoea, getting AHI down to about 3, so on paper, it is working, but I always feel so awful.
I don't feel suffocated or panicky whilst wearing it. The clinic kindly tried several different masks so there's no leaks and is about as 'comfortable' as possible, although I do have thick red marks on my face for about 3 days after wearing it for a night.
Because it has such a devastating effect on the quality of my sleep, I have not been able to use it on many subsequent nights. If I have any appointments in my diary the following day, I could not use the machine that night, otherwise I simply would not be able to keep that appointment.
Now, I have been told by the clinic that CPAP causes you to sleep very deeply at first while your body attempts to make up all the sleep debt. This phenomenon can, apparently, make you feel worse at first. I don't know how likely this is. However, the way to get through it is apparently to keep using it every night. This for me will be pure hell, but I intend to try it.
I will cancel all my appointments for a whole week, explain to friends/colleagues etc that I won't be contactable, order in enough provisions for the week, and just do it, even if I can hardly walk or see straight.
Hopefully, by the end of 'hell week' I will have broken in the machine and be able to use it every night..... hopefully.
To be honest, I am terrified of doing this. I know how awful I feel after 1 or 2 nights, so the thought of a whole week really frightens me.

I would be extremely grateful for any advice/tips on getting through this. Thank you.
Regards
Wayne