Thank you very much to all who took the time to reply so thoughtfully. I really appreciate your honesty and support. Yes, other therapy than cpap is needed (counseling), for both of us. I definitely bring to the table my own embedded core beliefs of unworthiness that filter and color much -- beyond ...

Despite what this post will sound like, I do have a wonderful, kind husband. I love him, and most days I feel his love for me. We are celebrating 30 years of marriage in a few months, sharing 4 young-adult children. Yet I have slowly migrated to the Room at the End of the Hall, a nightly Walk of Sha...