I've have been having these unrelenting issues for over 5 years:
I made sure to weave discussion of the issues into the conversation before I left. I reminded him that I have no life quality despite 'successful CPAP treatment" and explained to him what I've been reading about slow wave sleep and how sleep issues are prevalent in the fibromyalgia population (which I was diagnosed with a few years ago). Then I asked him for Xyrem, as I've been reading about it on the fibro forums as several report how it's been a godsend in their life.Historically, treatment regimens have been primarily targeted to reduce the pain complaints of patients with FMS. However, an Outcome Measures in Rheumatology (OMERACT) Delphi exercise identified other aspects of FMS that occur in over 50% of the affected patients [Mease et al. 2008]. These include fatigue, sleep disturbance, poor concentration, stiffness, disorganized thinking, tenderness, depression and poor memory. (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3382678/ )
He gasped. He said Xyrem is a DANGEROUS drug and he does not even prescribe it to his narcolepsy patients. (Xyrem is FDA approved for narcolepsy and cataplexy but not fibromyalgia).
He also said there is NO research that is helps fibromyalgia patients and that he would know because he monitors the research.(I've found evidence after a quick search, such as: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3371223/ but I am discovering there is much more evidence out there). I told him I have read up on Xyrem and it is no more dangerous than many of the useless drugs that I've already been prescribed for years on end. He got angry with me and started acting strangely. After he seemed to get back to normal, he asked if I wanted Provigil. I have tried Provigil and Dexadrine in the past and neither helped-they made me more tired. (Dexadrine did help my mood but I still felt worse overall.)
I don't understand this doctor's rationale. I know the DEA makes prescribing it a pain, but what's the point of not letting me try it when I've tried dozens of antidepressants and sleeping medications and always felt worse. What's the point when I've had no life for over 5 years. I literally can manage only to get to work every day, laundry and dishes on weekends. Mostly lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. It's not just the fatigue, I have unrelenting lack of motivation (usually considered depression). And the other symptoms I've quoted above. I can't even read a book or watch TV because I no longer have concentration. This started in my late 30s but is slowly getting worse. It's as if my brain is damaged.
And lack of slow wave sleep is thought to cause growth hormone deficiency which is thought to be similar to fibro:
Growth hormone deficiency in adults has a clinical picture that in many ways is similar to the symptom complex seen in patients with FMS: low energy, poor general health, reduced exercise tolerance, and impaired mood [Cuneo et al. 1992].
I have nearly all the GH symptoms. Growth hormone supplementation seems to be dangerous, and it doesn't make sense to prescribe them if I were to have a deficiency since there is a drug that will allow me to get slow wave sleep to make the hormone myself. Just as it doesn't make sense to prescribe Provigil to people for fatigue when there is a drug that can help them get slow wave sleep thereby eliminating the fatigue. Not that any doctors would ever consider testing my growth hormone anyway, despite having most of the symptoms.CLINICAL FEATURES OF GROWTH HORMONE DEFICIENCY
The symptomology can be discussed under neuropsychiatric-cognitive, cardiac, metabolic, muscular, and bone symptoms, such as:
•Changes in memory, processing speed and attention
•Lack of well-being
•Depression
•Anxiety
•Social isolation
•Fatigue
•Lack of strength
•Fibromyalgia syndrome
•Neuromuscular dysfunction
•Central adiposity
•Decreased muscle mass
•Decreased bone density
•Impaired cardiac function
•Decreased insulin sensitivity
•Accelerated atherogenesis with increased carotid intima–media thickness
•Increased low-density lipoprotein
•Prothrombotic state
•Decreased sweating and thermoregulation.[24–32]
I don't see how Xyrem is any more dangerous than many other drugs that have been prescribed to me for the symptoms i have. I am willing to sign a statement waiving all liability of adverse events from the drug (which are less than other drugs i have taken). I would rather risk dying than continuing to live like this. I've also had painful thoughts that I would rather be dead then live like this anyway. I am the living dead.
Not only that, but one of the main treatments for fibro--Cymbalta--actually make's one's sleep artichitecture worse off. I don't understand why these drugs keep being prescribed to people when they worsen the patient's condition. I feel I have become more and more damaged as a result of these treatments that worsen sleep architecture.
After psychiatry, the specialty of sleep medicine has been my worst experience. I suppose I have to find another doctor as I am not comfortable with the judgment of this sleep specialist. Especially when there are articles on Xyrem for FM, like the one below, after he told me there were NONE. I also don't think my problem is necessarily fibromyalgia, I think it's a slow wave sleep deficiency. Sometimes it's called depression, sometimes it's called fibromyalgia. The only single piece of evidence I have so far is that I get 0% slow wave sleep. There are no other real biomarkers for any of the other conditions. This doc insists he only treats according to evidence. Then why isn't he treating for the evidence shown in my sleep study? he actually told me to go find a fibromyalgia specialist to get treated for the slow wave sleep deficieny. A sleep doctor telling me to go to a fibromyalgia doctor for sleep.
In the meantime, my internist said he'd research Xyrem and we will discuss how to proceed. I am so thankful for him. At this point, it seems to be my only hope.
I know my anger is reflected in my words, but it feels like i'm on a non-stop merryground of misery.