Sick and frustrated with doctors.
Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2012 7:16 pm
So I am just needing to vent here. I have UARS. I have also suffered from GERD since I was 18. In 2002 I had an ulcer, then in 2004 I got a hiatal hernia. I have been on Proton pump inhibitors for 10 years. I had my gallbladder removed in June of this year because it was spastic and I had gallstones. When I had an abdominal CT scan they found scattered diverticula.
The problem I have been having is that my lower esophageal sphincter is so scarred my stomach/intestines are being pumped full of air now that I am on an APAP. So I had a follow up with my GI doc first because my pulmonologist is a moron and didn't feel like wasting my time with him. My pressure has only gotten up to 15 once and 13 maybe twice since I have using my APAP. My last follow up with the pulmonologist he dropped my max pressure down to 15 from 20 which didn't do anything. So I went to talk to my GI doc. I have been eating regularly and having normal bowel movements. In fact I have gained 10lbs in 2.5 months. Of course he pokes around on my gut and its sore in places. DUH its going to be and has been but I deal with it. It takes a few hours in the morning to get all of the air/gas out of my system. He puts me on Bentyl. Now I take 2mg of ativan a night because I can't sleep if I don't. I am able to sleep for usually 7 hours. Sometimes more sometimes less. All benzo's are respiratory depressants. I know this and in time am hoping I can get off of them but my body needs times for my sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system to balance out. This is what my psychiatrist said and is why they do not want me to try and get off of ativan as of yet. Which we both believe is going to take a lot longer then a few months. According to my cardiologist (who was the first doctor I have seen that even had I clue that I had a SBD) and my Psychiatrist both believe I have had OSA/UARS to some extent since I was about 18-20 years old. I also told my GI doc this. To them this explains why I was having so many issues that no one could figure out. The fact that I had severe agoraphobia and within the first month on my APAP I could pretty much go anywhere at anytime, my morning nausea went away that I had for over a year and so did my heart palpitations that I have had for over a decade, I got my appetite back etc. I have not felt this normal in years. I have not gotten one panic attack since I have been using it.
So my GI doc gives me Bentyl. Three problems with this. Its an anticholinergic so it can make GERD worse because it relaxes the LES, which obviously is going to make it easier for air to get into my stomach, it antagonizes your rest and digest system,(parasympathetic nervous system) lastly your not supposed to take bentyl if your taking benzo's from what I have been reading!!! The next morning I had tremors all day long, nausea, was very light headed, pulse was running at 90 all day long (it normally runs in the upper 40's to low 50's during the daytime) and my bp was up.
I did see a new sleep doc two days ago. I will say that he spent more time talking with me during the first visit then all three visits I had with my old pulmonologist. After I explained everything to him he lowered my max pressure to 9.5 which is my 90% pressure. He also put in for my DME to get me a full face mask and also a chin strap. He said to try the chin strap first and keep using the nasal pillows. If that doesn't fix it then switch to the full face mask. I do wake up with this weird vibration that I can't make sense out because I am half asleep. But I either swallow or close my mouth and it goes away (not exactly sure which though). He asked if I wake up with a dry mouth. I said yes sometimes I do. So he said that I am probably opening my mouth. He said if you have any problems after that let me know. I see my DME on Tuesday.
Its frustrating and difficult when you have to see one doc for one thing and another doc for something else and none of them communicate with each other. Another example. I got a bad head cold 25 days after I got my APAP. It was donated so I had to use it for at least 6 hours every night for 30 days to be able to keep it. My sinuses were so plugged It was like I was suffocating when I went to bed. I saw my internist. They said to take sudafed. My psychiatrist said not to take sudafed because its a stimulant and they know I can't tolerate stimulants. So I tried afrin. My pulmonologist said not to use afrin. My new sleep doc tells me he has no problem with me using one squirt of afrin at night if that works. Just don't take it during the day is all.
I really can not put into words the frustration that I have with most all of the doctors I have seen over the past 20 years and the whole system. I have been complaining even since I was put on seroquel (Back in 2003) that I would wake up with my pulse and BP so high it felt like the someone was shaking me trying to wake me up. Because I have anxiety they just upped the dosage so I could sleep through it because they thought it was nocturnal panic attacks which turns out it wasn't.
I am sure many or most of you have had to deal with the same types of issues. It just seems really messed up to me. I do a better job of being my own doctor then most I have dealt with and I am not even a doctor. But I do have a better understand of whats going on with my body, what does and does not work for me and what I can and can't tolerate. Unfortunately you just can't go in there and tell them what you want them to do. It pissed them off and that's the last thing you want. Okay I am off of soap box for now.
The problem I have been having is that my lower esophageal sphincter is so scarred my stomach/intestines are being pumped full of air now that I am on an APAP. So I had a follow up with my GI doc first because my pulmonologist is a moron and didn't feel like wasting my time with him. My pressure has only gotten up to 15 once and 13 maybe twice since I have using my APAP. My last follow up with the pulmonologist he dropped my max pressure down to 15 from 20 which didn't do anything. So I went to talk to my GI doc. I have been eating regularly and having normal bowel movements. In fact I have gained 10lbs in 2.5 months. Of course he pokes around on my gut and its sore in places. DUH its going to be and has been but I deal with it. It takes a few hours in the morning to get all of the air/gas out of my system. He puts me on Bentyl. Now I take 2mg of ativan a night because I can't sleep if I don't. I am able to sleep for usually 7 hours. Sometimes more sometimes less. All benzo's are respiratory depressants. I know this and in time am hoping I can get off of them but my body needs times for my sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system to balance out. This is what my psychiatrist said and is why they do not want me to try and get off of ativan as of yet. Which we both believe is going to take a lot longer then a few months. According to my cardiologist (who was the first doctor I have seen that even had I clue that I had a SBD) and my Psychiatrist both believe I have had OSA/UARS to some extent since I was about 18-20 years old. I also told my GI doc this. To them this explains why I was having so many issues that no one could figure out. The fact that I had severe agoraphobia and within the first month on my APAP I could pretty much go anywhere at anytime, my morning nausea went away that I had for over a year and so did my heart palpitations that I have had for over a decade, I got my appetite back etc. I have not felt this normal in years. I have not gotten one panic attack since I have been using it.
So my GI doc gives me Bentyl. Three problems with this. Its an anticholinergic so it can make GERD worse because it relaxes the LES, which obviously is going to make it easier for air to get into my stomach, it antagonizes your rest and digest system,(parasympathetic nervous system) lastly your not supposed to take bentyl if your taking benzo's from what I have been reading!!! The next morning I had tremors all day long, nausea, was very light headed, pulse was running at 90 all day long (it normally runs in the upper 40's to low 50's during the daytime) and my bp was up.
I did see a new sleep doc two days ago. I will say that he spent more time talking with me during the first visit then all three visits I had with my old pulmonologist. After I explained everything to him he lowered my max pressure to 9.5 which is my 90% pressure. He also put in for my DME to get me a full face mask and also a chin strap. He said to try the chin strap first and keep using the nasal pillows. If that doesn't fix it then switch to the full face mask. I do wake up with this weird vibration that I can't make sense out because I am half asleep. But I either swallow or close my mouth and it goes away (not exactly sure which though). He asked if I wake up with a dry mouth. I said yes sometimes I do. So he said that I am probably opening my mouth. He said if you have any problems after that let me know. I see my DME on Tuesday.
Its frustrating and difficult when you have to see one doc for one thing and another doc for something else and none of them communicate with each other. Another example. I got a bad head cold 25 days after I got my APAP. It was donated so I had to use it for at least 6 hours every night for 30 days to be able to keep it. My sinuses were so plugged It was like I was suffocating when I went to bed. I saw my internist. They said to take sudafed. My psychiatrist said not to take sudafed because its a stimulant and they know I can't tolerate stimulants. So I tried afrin. My pulmonologist said not to use afrin. My new sleep doc tells me he has no problem with me using one squirt of afrin at night if that works. Just don't take it during the day is all.
I really can not put into words the frustration that I have with most all of the doctors I have seen over the past 20 years and the whole system. I have been complaining even since I was put on seroquel (Back in 2003) that I would wake up with my pulse and BP so high it felt like the someone was shaking me trying to wake me up. Because I have anxiety they just upped the dosage so I could sleep through it because they thought it was nocturnal panic attacks which turns out it wasn't.
I am sure many or most of you have had to deal with the same types of issues. It just seems really messed up to me. I do a better job of being my own doctor then most I have dealt with and I am not even a doctor. But I do have a better understand of whats going on with my body, what does and does not work for me and what I can and can't tolerate. Unfortunately you just can't go in there and tell them what you want them to do. It pissed them off and that's the last thing you want. Okay I am off of soap box for now.