Re: Frustration is setting in..
Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2011 7:37 pm
Just to update again:
I'm now going on 5 weeks of completely revamping my sleep schedule & sleep hygiene, and things are improving more and more as the weeks go by. I've managed to wake up at about 6 am to workout every day in that time (only one day did I not workout and I felt it!) I fall asleep easily at night after reading in a chair in my bedroom, and wake up pretty easily in the morning. I still struggle on some mornings when I haven't gotten enough sleep for the night, but it's much better than how I've felt in the past. The motivation of knowing how great I feel after a morning workout (I'm doing p90x) is enough to get me out of bed each morning. I generally try to get into my room an hour before I'd like to be asleep, so I can do my usual bedtime routine, and for the most part I fall asleep within 15-20 mins of lying down in the bed. I still have trouble getting a solid 8 hours of sleep, but it's getting better. I usually sleep about 4 hours, wake up and then I'm off and on from there. I've been using the cpap the entire time, though I still take it off randomly on some nights either in my sleep, or because I get an itchy nose and just want to get back to sleep. But I do notice that I have much more stressful dreams and a rougher sleep when the mask is off. I still believe I need more time to catch up on sleep debt, and heal myself. I've seen a great improvement in my daytime sleepiness, but I can't say that I'm 100% there. But even those times when I'm finding myself almost dosing off during the day are much much less severe than in the past. I can't say that my bouts with depression, anxiety, and lack of focus are completely cured or anything, but they are improving slowly. The most difficult part has still been avoiding late nights on weekends, and being ridiculed for my choice to keep an early bedtime. In the end, the benefit outweighs anything that being up late can offer.
I would certainly recommend to anyone that suffers from insomnia to give a change to sleep hygiene a real shot. It seems like little changes can't make that much of a difference, but they really do, and faster than you'd think. I never ever thought I could be a person that would wake up at 6am every day, and actually feel like getting up! I've still got some work to do, but the obvious signs of improvement are all I need to stay motivated to keep it up!
I'm now going on 5 weeks of completely revamping my sleep schedule & sleep hygiene, and things are improving more and more as the weeks go by. I've managed to wake up at about 6 am to workout every day in that time (only one day did I not workout and I felt it!) I fall asleep easily at night after reading in a chair in my bedroom, and wake up pretty easily in the morning. I still struggle on some mornings when I haven't gotten enough sleep for the night, but it's much better than how I've felt in the past. The motivation of knowing how great I feel after a morning workout (I'm doing p90x) is enough to get me out of bed each morning. I generally try to get into my room an hour before I'd like to be asleep, so I can do my usual bedtime routine, and for the most part I fall asleep within 15-20 mins of lying down in the bed. I still have trouble getting a solid 8 hours of sleep, but it's getting better. I usually sleep about 4 hours, wake up and then I'm off and on from there. I've been using the cpap the entire time, though I still take it off randomly on some nights either in my sleep, or because I get an itchy nose and just want to get back to sleep. But I do notice that I have much more stressful dreams and a rougher sleep when the mask is off. I still believe I need more time to catch up on sleep debt, and heal myself. I've seen a great improvement in my daytime sleepiness, but I can't say that I'm 100% there. But even those times when I'm finding myself almost dosing off during the day are much much less severe than in the past. I can't say that my bouts with depression, anxiety, and lack of focus are completely cured or anything, but they are improving slowly. The most difficult part has still been avoiding late nights on weekends, and being ridiculed for my choice to keep an early bedtime. In the end, the benefit outweighs anything that being up late can offer.
I would certainly recommend to anyone that suffers from insomnia to give a change to sleep hygiene a real shot. It seems like little changes can't make that much of a difference, but they really do, and faster than you'd think. I never ever thought I could be a person that would wake up at 6am every day, and actually feel like getting up! I've still got some work to do, but the obvious signs of improvement are all I need to stay motivated to keep it up!