If CPAP won't work for you at all...
Posted: Wed Oct 16, 2024 8:26 pm
... then what?
I was here briefly a year ago, at which time I got some useful advice and went off to use it. (I also have a feeling I made rather a fool of myself; if anyone was offended, then I offer apologies, because it wasn't intentional.) It's been a while, I know, but I've returned because I still need help, and I find I now have two problems to consider instead of the original one.
Long story short, when I first posted I had just done a home sleep study and didn't think the pulmonologist was dealing squarely with me. You folks advised me to get a full copy of the study results, rather than depend on what the doc had told me in a phone call. When I asked for that full copy, the pulmonologist's office instead said "if you have questions, make an appointment with your doctor or with the one who actually did the analysis." That was strike three for that doc as far as I was concerned, so instead I got a referral to a different pulmonologist in an entirely different clinic.
Pulmonologist #2 proved to be much better. She was able to get a copy of the home study results and gave it to me, at which time I discovered that #1 had screwed up their analysis, and as far as I could tell the study was worthless. I tried a couple of other things to improve my sleeping, but neither worked; quite the opposite, my sleeping got a whole lot worse over the summer. So I went back to doc #2, and she suggested a split-protocol study to check the home-study results and also try a basic cpap machine. That happened on Oct 3rd, and the doc's office called me this past Friday to give me the results. They also posted the full study results to my patient portal account, so I have the whole thing as a pdf. I lack the expertise to understand all of it, but three essential points come through loud and clear:
The doctor recommends that I visit one of their local DMEs and get fitted for a mask and cpap machine, and try using it at a setting of 10 for a week to see if my tolerance improves. If not, then "further titration with BiPAP s/t or ASV would be warranted." (Am I right that ASV is the same thing as "auto-pap"?)
So that's problem #1: what does one do when one's condition is so bad that the "gold standard" treatment doesn't help? It's possible that the conditions of the test made things worse than they would be at home in my own bed, but that's nothing to count on. I see no chance whatsoever that I could get to sleep with a gale-force wind blowing into my mouth all the time.
Problem #2 is that I still hate the whole idea. I hate the thought of depending on a machine just to breathe properly. (I should probably mention that I'm a computer programmer in mundane life, and I know exactly how slapdash and failure-prone most computer programs are -- even medical-device programs.) I hate the thought of having to put on that damn mask every single night for the rest of my life. I hate the idea of turning bedtime from "a time to relax" to "a multiple-step checklist for the machine, the hoses and attachment points, and finally putting on the mask multiple times until I'm sure it isn't going to come off or spring a leak the instant my head hits the pillow." I hate the thought of trying to travel with a pap machine in addition to a large suitcase, carry-on, and large camera bag/backpack. And I hate the thought that I need this to ever have a decent night's sleep again. Hating the machine, hating having to use it, hating the very sight of it ... what kind of a life is that?
I know that no one here can help me with problem #2. That solution has to come from me. About problem #1, however...
Has anyone here had a similar experience? What did you do about it?
I was here briefly a year ago, at which time I got some useful advice and went off to use it. (I also have a feeling I made rather a fool of myself; if anyone was offended, then I offer apologies, because it wasn't intentional.) It's been a while, I know, but I've returned because I still need help, and I find I now have two problems to consider instead of the original one.
Long story short, when I first posted I had just done a home sleep study and didn't think the pulmonologist was dealing squarely with me. You folks advised me to get a full copy of the study results, rather than depend on what the doc had told me in a phone call. When I asked for that full copy, the pulmonologist's office instead said "if you have questions, make an appointment with your doctor or with the one who actually did the analysis." That was strike three for that doc as far as I was concerned, so instead I got a referral to a different pulmonologist in an entirely different clinic.
Pulmonologist #2 proved to be much better. She was able to get a copy of the home study results and gave it to me, at which time I discovered that #1 had screwed up their analysis, and as far as I could tell the study was worthless. I tried a couple of other things to improve my sleeping, but neither worked; quite the opposite, my sleeping got a whole lot worse over the summer. So I went back to doc #2, and she suggested a split-protocol study to check the home-study results and also try a basic cpap machine. That happened on Oct 3rd, and the doc's office called me this past Friday to give me the results. They also posted the full study results to my patient portal account, so I have the whole thing as a pdf. I lack the expertise to understand all of it, but three essential points come through loud and clear:
- 1. the in-lab study confirmed the results of the home study: I have a LOT of trouble with breathing while I'm asleep. In fact the in-lab results were worse: where the home study concluded I was having sixty-odd "events" per hour, the lab study AHI was 87. I have reason to think that was somewhat exaggerated by the test conditions, but even if it was, it's still an awful score.
2. To quote the report, I "did not tolerate cpap well." I need a nose-and-mouth mask due to chronic sinus congestion, so they used what I believe was a ResMed F20 AirFit mask. I could handle it okay at low pressures, but as the pressure increased so did the discomfort. We tried the test cycle twice, and both times I gave up at a setting of around 20. It felt like facing into a strong wind (>25mph at least) with my mouth wide open and unable to close it. And any movement made the mask start leaking. At one point it was leaking on both sides of my nose, with the airflow blasting straight up across my eyes. Completely intolerable. I can't imagine being able to sleep like that.
3. Also quoting the report, "A therapeutic pressure was not achieved due to treatment emergent central apnea and intolerance. The PAP AHI=72 including CAHI=41 and lowest oxygen saturation = 81%." If I understand that right, it means that even at a higher pressure than I could tolerate, it wasn't doing me any good.
The doctor recommends that I visit one of their local DMEs and get fitted for a mask and cpap machine, and try using it at a setting of 10 for a week to see if my tolerance improves. If not, then "further titration with BiPAP s/t or ASV would be warranted." (Am I right that ASV is the same thing as "auto-pap"?)
So that's problem #1: what does one do when one's condition is so bad that the "gold standard" treatment doesn't help? It's possible that the conditions of the test made things worse than they would be at home in my own bed, but that's nothing to count on. I see no chance whatsoever that I could get to sleep with a gale-force wind blowing into my mouth all the time.
Problem #2 is that I still hate the whole idea. I hate the thought of depending on a machine just to breathe properly. (I should probably mention that I'm a computer programmer in mundane life, and I know exactly how slapdash and failure-prone most computer programs are -- even medical-device programs.) I hate the thought of having to put on that damn mask every single night for the rest of my life. I hate the idea of turning bedtime from "a time to relax" to "a multiple-step checklist for the machine, the hoses and attachment points, and finally putting on the mask multiple times until I'm sure it isn't going to come off or spring a leak the instant my head hits the pillow." I hate the thought of trying to travel with a pap machine in addition to a large suitcase, carry-on, and large camera bag/backpack. And I hate the thought that I need this to ever have a decent night's sleep again. Hating the machine, hating having to use it, hating the very sight of it ... what kind of a life is that?
I know that no one here can help me with problem #2. That solution has to come from me. About problem #1, however...
Has anyone here had a similar experience? What did you do about it?