Trying not to hate life,. My introduction
Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2019 10:47 pm
So, I'm a truck driver. My old company had sent me for a sleep study because I'm overweight-a familiar story, i'm sure.
Let me be clear, I had never experienced any symptoms such as drowsiness, lack of alertness, or even the slightest snore, so you can imagine my apprehension when I was told I have moderate to severe sleep apnea. What I feel about it is, of course, irrelevant now that I have the diagnosis, but I was outright lied to and felt jacked around every step of the process, which is why I'm so cynical about it.
After months, i still rarely get a full night of sleep with the machine and I'm getting burnt out. The pressure had been changed multiple times, and now, after quitting that company, I no longer have support for it. I simply have the machine and use it as I'm legally required to, but I would much rather it not be the burden that it's turned out to be since i have no choice. I also have a permanent back injury that compels me to sleep on my stomach to minimize pain, but am unable to because of the mask, and I'm not sure how to get new ones. I have a resmed airsense 10.
I miss looking forward to going to bed. Can anyone help me hate my life less? I already struggle with my mental health and this is not helping. Masks that might help, where to find them, who to talk to, does anyone's insurance cover a different mask, anything that may help. Please.
Let me be clear, I had never experienced any symptoms such as drowsiness, lack of alertness, or even the slightest snore, so you can imagine my apprehension when I was told I have moderate to severe sleep apnea. What I feel about it is, of course, irrelevant now that I have the diagnosis, but I was outright lied to and felt jacked around every step of the process, which is why I'm so cynical about it.
After months, i still rarely get a full night of sleep with the machine and I'm getting burnt out. The pressure had been changed multiple times, and now, after quitting that company, I no longer have support for it. I simply have the machine and use it as I'm legally required to, but I would much rather it not be the burden that it's turned out to be since i have no choice. I also have a permanent back injury that compels me to sleep on my stomach to minimize pain, but am unable to because of the mask, and I'm not sure how to get new ones. I have a resmed airsense 10.
I miss looking forward to going to bed. Can anyone help me hate my life less? I already struggle with my mental health and this is not helping. Masks that might help, where to find them, who to talk to, does anyone's insurance cover a different mask, anything that may help. Please.