blarg wrote:My best friend spent the night. In the morning he told me he "feared for my life" and that it sounded like I was "eating small children."
Lucky you, blarg, for your friend to have been so concerned, and colorful in his description!
I've snored since my teens. I remember my mother waking me, and telling me to "Roll over!". But it took me awhile to get back to sleep, because SHE snored also! The snoring got worse as I got older.
I was probably in my thirties when I remember waking up numerous times during the night, gasping for breath. My ribs
ached in the morning, and I was generally tired throughout the day. I supplemented with coffee and cigarettes. At that time, I was not seeing a physician for any particular reason, so the subject didn't come up. The emotional problems that began as a teen were also worsening, but any medication available then did not help.
Scoliosis also entered my life around puberty; I had spinal trauma prior to that, but its cause (scoliosis) was termed idiopathic.
The lack of good sleep and its effects continued through my 40's, and although I'd mentioned these things to my new physician, I don't know that I had even categorized the symptoms and relayed them to her
at one time, nor did she "put them together".
(She later admitted that she had not associated tiredness with apnea.)
I was also experiencing some major depression, and thought I was a loony bin candidate, and even thought that would be a 'vacation place'. The lack of quality sleep for so many years was taking its toll. A psychiatrist couldn't believe that I had progressed so far in my career under these conditions. It was hell, working harder than necessary, to accomplish what could have been 'natural'. I think that other personality traits helped out there.
At that point, I was suicidal.
Finally, my internist referred me to a neurologist, who Rx'd Prozac, which had a miraculous effect for me. She then scheduled a sleep study (she was also a sleep-disorder doc).
FINALLY! I'm on cpap therapy. Think of all those good years I missed, not being at my full potential emotionally and physically. The Prozac has "worn off", but we're trying other meds, and I think my apnea was also a contributor
I never heard the term 'apnea', or I would have been more pro-active, and all of the above was 'pre-internet' and enlightened physicians (or
mine weren't). I had always been
underweight, so that also muddied the diagnosis.
So now you know why I chose "Offerocker", because I certainly
felt that way for many years. Some traits of the depression still exist, and will manifest when there's too much on my plate.
This forum and the support of many people in it have been my 'support group' in many ways.
Cpap therapy has been a major contribution to my "quality of life".
Sorry for the detail, but it WAS a
long, long road - but I'm here!
I DO realize that I am lucky to not have had a heart attack or worse, until I received therapy.
I only learned from this forum how devastating apnea can be!
So, that's MY story...sorry that it ended up being a 'book'!