Yesterday was an interesting day, and I'm hoping it signifies and impending breakthrough. For one thing, I felt pretty good throughout the day despite pretty poor sleep quality the night before. By the end of the day, I'd say I felt unusually good. This might be partly due to the LCHF diet I've been following, and I had a level of energy after dinner that I have not seen in years. I also went to yet another school event for my kids, and was able again to walk by a bunch of carb-laden treats that usually exert a heroin-like addictive temptation. I've also been exercising more, which I think has only been possible thanks to cutting down carbs and avoiding those damn insulin spikes (which I'm now realizing I was really sensitive to). I've also found my alcohol cravings have greatly diminished (as in "no, you don't have to have two glasses of wine with dinner, in fact no wine is ok most nights").
After kids' bedtime, I actually had energy to really do stuff for the first time in ages. It was a good thing, because of a number of work and other deadlines that had piled up. I ended up doing something I very rarely do, and worked (very effectively, which is a welcome change) way past midnight.
The result was that I went to bed at around 3:30am, and while I was obviously tired it was kind of a pleasant, satisfied exhaustion that was accompanied by some nice (and long absent) feelings of achievement. While it's probably pointless to read too much into such an anomalous night, one thing that struck me was that I actually slept through my alarm which normally goes off at 6am. In fact I woke from a
sound sleep, the likes of which I haven't experienced in a long time. I also slept virtually the whole night on my back, which I try to avoid by often end up doing if really exhausted. I am wondering if the usual advice to avoid sleeping on one's back has the same importance for someone who's using CPAP to keep their airway open? I kind of prefer it, and think it helped keep the mask in place.
Here's the chart - the long quiet interval from 4:30 to 7am was a real treat!! Even though I went to bed at 3:30am, I feel like I got more useful sleep than on a typical night. Maybe it helped being really exhausted when going to bed.
Hard to know if it's the CPAP at 10 cmH2O, the low-carb diet, reduced alcohol consumption, or the fact that I've been exercising again, but I've had some glimmers of hope that I could be on the road to feeling a
lot better. Thanks again to all for the advice and support, particularly Pugsy!!
PS I'm also coming, I think, to the tail-end of my SSRI withdrawal after titrating down and stopping Cipralex with my doctor's approval (goodbye brain zaps!) Have not taken Concerta in a couple of weeks... Finally adjusting after this change may also account for some of the improved state.