Right now I feel the only place I can start with my New CPAP machine is on Ebay and see if I can't sell the THING
People who know me say they appreciate me as a nice calm fellow, nice to be around
I have never been one who is susceptible to temper tantrums or Irrational Rage - at least - NOT until now
I have recently had a heart valve job and I presently suffer from Atrial Fibrillation and so have been prescribed Apixaban, a blood thinner
I have recently been enduring Chronic Insomnia that seemed to be quickly worsening, so the Doctor recommended a sleep study
The diagnosis was a "Severe Sleep Apnea" Ox level drops to 78%, and so a CPAP machine was prescribed
I can't stand it ! - The damded thing sends me into a RAGE ! - I can hardly refrain from jumping up and down on the OFFENCE
I can feel the adrenalin surge, Blood Pressure and Heart Rate go through the roof ! - I'll end up in an ambulance to get
Zapped by the Paddles again, in order to DeFib me at this rate!
I can't sleep Now ! - I get about two hours a night - How in HELL can I be expected to sleep with an INVASIVE Appliance
strapped to my head, that is constantly Blowing AIR up my nose ! - NO WAY on God's Blue Marble !!! -
How can anybody adapt to this THING
! - I feel myself incapable. It's like asking me to climb a mountain with roller skates on !
It seems so bloody Stupid to me - So counter intuitive !!! - "Here clamp this thing on, let it blow air up your nose - pleasant dreams !"
HA HA HA
I sleep on my side and move around a lot - It blows air all over my face
- I can't endure it let alone sleep with it !
I have an appointment with the Sleep Specialist - I expect he will recommend a different mask - I am skeptical
I KNOW I need to control this Apnea - I can't see how it is possible with THAT #@*!%^& THING
- getting desperate